Qualify

hey, its me.  i just had a tlk wit mi friend and lol, she's a girl dat gets targeted a lot well supposedly.  And I dont no y, but when she suddenly started sayin dat she wanted a bf to protect her, I had the same idea.  She demure and weak, and is the type of get kidnapped so i wuz thinkin dat guys would definetly save her.  she like the prime example of a lady in damsel.  lol, when i look at myself, i was thinking, who would b willin to do dat for me? heh, i no its a silly thought, but hey, even a girl got wants.  well, im not really the type of person dat ppl would protect, not cuz im ugly or anything - im pretty average, but cuz i tend to act as ppl say boyish and confident.  I look like the type of person who wouldn't need help.  hmmm, so i wuz thinkin as putting dat as a qualification: when im in trouble, without thinking, the guy's gotta help me and be worried bout me.  lol, it sounds silly, but yes, i want dat in mi guy lol.

Since I'm on qualifications, I might as well do the rest:

He's gotta help me and protect me in need without thinking.
He has to be extremely patient.
He gotta be logical and thinks outside the box.
He gotta be taller than me.
He always has lots of time to spend time with me.
He tells me his true opinion kindly, not letting me take advantage of him.
He listens to mine.
He helps me improve myself as in personalities, skills, academics etc.
He trusts me.
He is someone i can trust lol
He teases me and I tease him.
He and I play-fight with each other.
He has a keen sharp mind.
He has a presence lol dat easily fixes my vices NOT BY FORCE.
He doesn't get bored with me, and finds me a funny interesting fun enigma.
He is dependable and skilled.
He is strong, and lean (ugh plz no steroidic) and courageous.
He is not an assoholic braggard, and he is not a gossiper.
He does not scream at me for no damn reason like a mad psycho.
He MUST ALWAYS INTEREST ME, like he does fun surprises and other cute things; makes me curious and excited.
He can understand me and I can understand him especially when others misunderstood my intentions or actions.
He prevents people from taking advantage of me.
He gives me freedom and does not cage me.
He can be a bit possesive but HE NEVER ABUSES ME WITH WORDS OR PHYSICALLY.
He is straightforward and brave yet not stupid.
He knows how to calm me down or make me feel better.
He helps me take care of myself which i need to do when i try to help other which im not supposed to do at that moment.
He comes to me when he needs help.
He is someone I can go to for help.
He can't be perfect; he should have faults so that we could understand each other.
He gotta b at least average and taller than me.
He got good style and NO SLOUCHED BACK.


LMFAO, well DAT IS A LOT. DAMMNNNNNN. LOL, well dat's all i could thing of right now: hmmm pretty sure there's more but lol, i'll get back to it later xD

ME

http://www.youbeauty.com/

Lipstick

Bold = Cinnamon, Orange-, Gold - , Brown based hues enhance warm complexion. A luminous spice with a tint of red ==> super sultry smile, in contrast to dark hair.

Natural = Dusty Rose, a shade or two brighter than natural lip tone. 

Find SPF balmer with beeswax, shea butter, calendula ( no formaldehyde, phenol) NO LICKING LIPS

Lipliner

Pull your upper lip taut so you can perfectly line your Cupid's bow with lipliner. Line and fill in the rest of your lips and then top with lipstick.

Inverted Triangle Shape

Best features = a tapered torso, trim waist, killer legs, 

Common pitfalls =  Your legs are typically well-sculpted, so your instinct may be to show them off with fitted leggings. That works if you’re wearing a long top (below your booty), but in general, you want to add volume to your lower half. 

Tops
You look great in cowl necks and deep V-necks that help minimize a stronger upper body. Go for simple, fuss-free shirts (no ruffles!). For feminine flair, tops with gently draped fabric or flutter sleeves add movement and softness. Embrace your inner flapper, and rock a drop-waist dress—a look that few can pull off! 

Bottoms
You want to amplify your lower half to match the fullness of your upper body. Choose wide-leg pants or long skirts to create balance. As a general rule, look for flowy, full-bodied pants and skirts that make your lower body look bigger (yes, that’s a good thing).

Fabrics and Flair
“Have fun with embellished, detailed shoes to call attention down,” suggests Saboura. (A reason to buy shoes? Umm, yes please!) The same goes for jewelry: Keep jewelry minimal on top, but get creative with bangles and rings to accessorize an outfit. Choose light colors and prints below the belt, and stick to darker colors on top for a more balanced look. Also, consider the size of your purse. “A small purse will amplify your torso,” Saboura explains. “Carry larger purses at your side or in the bend of your arm to avoid adding volume on top.”  

Eye Make Up:

Best Bold Eye Makeup = Sapphire Blue; accentuates the mahogany tones in brown eyes and looks striking against dark hair. Jewel tone shade without gray flatters my skintone.

Best Natural Eye Color = Peachy Beige, Gold.  Soft peachy beige colors flatters warm undertones. light gold shimmer enhances brown eyes.

Natural look = dome shaped and evenly spaced bristles; apply mascara and then place index finger horizontally under lashes and blink to get clumps out and neat natural eyelashes.

Wide-Eyed Look: by smudging shadow out past outer corners , flipping it slightly up towards the outside of your eyebrows.

Light-colored eyeshadow

Interested Books to REad

Empress of the Night
Northanger Abbey
The Woman in White
Invisible Man
Emma

talent show DONE

lol, dis morning i just woke up, dat it's a brand new day feeling great!!! lol, i think it's probably because i just finished the talent show yesterday.  even though, i messed up a bit due to nervousness, MANY PPL SAID I DID SPECTACULAR AND FROM DAT, IM SO PROUD OF MISELF.  I sang, someone like you by adele in the low version :)  lol, but im not gonna do the nxt one if they hav another dis yr cuz i don't have time xD  omg, those blinding lights and the crowd, omg, scared me, but I DID IT YESSS!!!! lol, it kind of sucks dat mi act wuz in the middle cuz i wanted to see the whole show.  the ppl who hadn't performed had to stay within the teacher's lunchroom.  omg, it wuz so nerve-wracking and fun to hang out with mi co-performers, lol we fooled around in the back as we were waiting for our turns to go up on stage.

i will never forget dis experience, it wuz just too awesome!!! i remembered a girl who wuz 2 yrs under me, she wuz so funni and adorable lol, she's a yaoi fan and lol a fan of kpop.  YOOOOO, HER KOREAN VOICE WUZ JUST 2 AMAZING OMG, SHE SOUNDED LIKE THE REAL ONE, i think it wuz a kpop by shinee or something like dat.  and another girl also the same age, sang bleeding love, SHE DID SO WELL IN THE REHEARSAL OMG, I WUZ SO PROUD OF HER. nah, but wat surprised me wuz dat she JUST DIDN'T HAVE THE INSTRUMENTAL.  YYYYYYYYY omg, and during the actual talent show, the second highest part, she didn't go like really high. but i can understand y though, it's hard to do dat with heels and on stage.  and esp in front of so many ppl, dat aint easy. OH YEH, WHICH REMINDS ME, DIS PISSED ME OFF: THE AUDIENCE WELL, NOT ALL, BUT A LOT WERE BEING SO DAMN RUDE. LIKE SERIOUSLY, THESE PPL B PERFORMING FOR U GUYS AND U JUST B TALKIN WITH UR FRIENDS OR ON UR PHONES, LIKE REALLY GUYS? DAT BEING MAN DISRESPECTFUL.  like seriously, im pretty sure if they were the ones performing their act up their, they wouldn't like dat. ugh.
     
lol, i think fate must be messing wit me when i wuz done, cuz lol, after i finished i went to the auditorium to watch the rest. when i turned to talk to madeline and Richard another, 2 AWESOME SINGERs, one sang crazier and the other i believe i can fly.  lol, as i wuz saying, as i turned to talk to them, guess who i saw? LOL, IT WUZ THE GUY I HAD LIKED. LMFAO, even though there were like 3 sections, right, middle, and left, we were in the same row.  he would catch mi attention for some time, but then after dat, i had just talked to ppl as they complimented and praised me :D.  well, and then i hung out wit addy and ate at a Mexican place with her xD. well, dat's it for now, damn, im in a great mood, tah tah for now.

feeling a bit down

heyyy over here.  i dont no, i just came back from mi talent show practice, and i think dat's got 2 b one of the worst peformances i've ever done ;'(
i brought over a song dat had adele as mi chorus, and i wuz awkward with mi audience and mi peers; maybe the stress is just getting 2 me lately.  idk, but i feel like i've let them down.  I don't want 2 let them down, and I WILL SUCCEED WITH DIS TALENT SHOW.  and also, lol, dis is the first time im goin 2 sing a song partly cuz of a love that i've had.  well, even though it's been a week, and it wuz fun 2 hav these feelings, i'm so definetly gonna move on after singing dis.  oh yeh, i 4got 2 tell u; so dont worrri, and i'll explaine everything so dat u wont get confused.

i got rejected and then i wuz gonna move on but since i haven't like some1 for A REALLY LONG TIME, i wanted to savor the moment of likin him u no?  like seriously, took damn 3 YEARS, and IM GONNA B BUSY LATER ON. soo i might as well have fun with dis :D  i wuz planning 2 have dis feeling until the talent show sooo, well watever. LOL, i no dat wuz a real short story.  oh it turns out, he's actually comin 2 the talent show, i just hope he doesnt figure out dat i wuz singin it partly 4 him; cuz then dat'll b awkward.  definetely awkward for me lol.  lol, mi friend just asked me y, i should move on.  i mean, she has a point, but i dont wanna have hope later on, and besides, i dont got the time to b daydreamin bout somebody when i got work 2 do LOL.  well, i gtg soooo byeeee

BOOKS TO READ

Need to READ:

The Five People You Meet in Heaven

Tuesdays with Morrie

The Last Lecture

Wuthering Heights

Have Read:

1984

Brave New World

Failin Italy

Well, dis pretty much sucks. I found out 2day dat I didn't make it in the Italy competition, even though I worked hard for it ugh.  *cries* lol, jk.  I mean even though I'm kinda disappointed, at least I can enter dat other program of mine without regrets.  Nah, but I did wished dat I got in at least.  Well, it pretty much sucks dat I didn't get in.  Oh well, imam cheer up.  There's always more opportunities to come.  :) IMMA GET U GUYS LOL.  Nah, but I have this other program of mine that's kinda rare and yesss, free THANK GOD.  I chose to do the medical thing though, cuz mi grades seem pretty good and im interested in the medical field.  It's like a nursing thing, and I chose it cuz u no it could b pretty useful so when I really need it, I can just use the skills they've taught me.  Nah, but here's the killer part. UGH.  You gotta type an essay. WHICH I'M BAD AT.  UGHHHH. YYYYYYYYY? I wuz hoping dat the shoo-in would b the interview but unfortunately, dat doesn't seem to b the case.  Oh well, Im still gonna do the essay.  Even though it's kind of a let down to see dat we gotta write an essay.  I aint gonna shy away from the challenge. TIME TO GET U, AND CONQUERR U!!! YO, DUDE U GOT DIS. well, im out so see yah.